Well I've had depression since I was nine, but I don't ever remember feeling this... Bad... Like I'm terrible and toxic an selfish, and I should be happy because I live a good life, and I'm not one of the many family's that's starving because of SD. I feel like the money that my parents spend to keep me alive is a waste, I feel stupid, I feel areogant, I feel like I'm wasting your time telling you this.
Nothing new, you've heard it all before. Just depression. I'm not special.