I thought I didn't at first.... But turns out I do

I do that too :p

Really?! You also look to the side and go (let's pretend the word I say is out) out, out, oUt

Yep lol

If I say a word wrong, example: tree I'll go:

Three tree TREE

Really?! We both have OCD?!

I guess so :3

I'm not alone!!!

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https://youtu.be/tnzz-eFmKaw ocd song lol

Tank u!

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I feel that song... It's triggering, but I feel it.

Lol. Ikr

So triggering!!!

Y E S

It's weird ;-;

Y e e

Sometimes I'll feel like it's slightly wrong and repeat is four times till it's perfect :p

Same!

XD

*hug*

-smiles- thx

Np

:)

:3

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>3

>:>

xD

Got to get dressed rq xD

XD

UvU

UwU

I'm here to support you

Thx so much! :D

You're welcome :)

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oh....I think I might have it too...but if I do it's not that bad

Mines pretty weird...

Well yeah, it is weird, but I can understand where you're coming from even if I don't do that specifically

It's weird.... I can't touch stuff cause it gives me anxiety

Well....that is pretty weird
But I touch stuff weird too. Not like I can't though.

I physically cant.... I bet really bad anxiety when I do

Well like, what do you mean "touch stuff"? Cause you're obviously touching something right now to be able to type/text

Like certain stuff .... Like plates

Interesting.....is it like the texture? Like how it rubs against your skin?

When I touch it, I think about what could have been on it before and I get grossed out and I get anxiety

Ohhhhh, yeah, I don't have that.
That's umm...unfortunate

Ig...

Well, I have a friend that has an anxiety/phobia (I won't tell you what exactly, or else you'd look it up and probably get grossed/freaked out even if you don't have it yourself) and they asked me to pray for them and a couple days later they said it actually got better. I don't know if they were just saying that or not, but I believe it.
Anyway, point is, if you like I can pray for you about that.

It's not something that can be fixed.... I just realized awhile ago.... I'm still forced to put the dishes away and stuff....

It's an anxiety, just like what my friend had/has/is sort of better?
*sigh* that was like 7 months ago. BUT I'm not going to go and rant
But who's to say it can't be fixed?

I've had it for half my life and never noticed

Well it can't be that permanent if you've never noticed before
You shouldn't let some new diagnosis put limits on you that weren't there before even though nothing's actually changed

It hasnt.... When I didn't know it escalated... Now I can sorta have a bit of control

So why couldn't it be fixed?

Stuff like that can't be fixed

But you just said that you've sorta got a bit of control now, isn't that progress?

I have more control as in I can stop wondering why I'm so weird

eh...

I'm broken... I can't be fixed

Nah

I honestly am

you're Christian right?

Yea

So why would you honestly think you're broken beyond repair?

Wanna hear the story?

Why not, go for it

When I was 3 my dad and I constantly got kicked out... We had to live with my aunt... Sometimes we stayed at motels... Sometimes we slept in the car..... I hated motels.... I heard my dad yell and I would start packing a bag... Like a broken record

Why?

Huh?

Like, why'd you do have to do that?
You just left it at that

Didn't finish xD
When I got older... I got curios why I didn't have a mom... And my dad told me she was dead.....
I didn't know much about death at the time... So I shrugged it off... But know that I know a lot more... I'm severely depressed... And broken

God didn't originally create everything to end in death, and it really stinks that it got screwed up and that's what we're left with.
I can't imagine myself what kind of sadness that must be, but at the same time I believe that God can give you hope. Being sad is natural; grief is good. But you shouldn't let it control your life.

It controls you sometimes.... The guy that was driving took her from me.... Permanatly...

Well I'll be praying for you just so you know, whether or not you actually believe it'll do anything

yeah....

Thx

Yeah...

I'm sorry, but it's late and I've got a run tomorrow morning

Finish this tomorrow maybe?

:)

:)