No hugs, though......

You're so much smarter than that! I get it, I've been there before. But take what you've learned from that test, and learn from your mistakes! Review it, and see what you got wrong and why! That way, when the next biology test comes, you'll get an A+!

That. That makes me smile. Thank you.

You're welcome! If you ever need to talk, I'll be here! ;)

A'right but tbh, it's only percentages that are marked on tests in UK but grades like As or Bs, etc. Their marked only in exams. Or preliminary exams.

Oh, okay.

Yee.... Although- TBH, I'm still feeling suicidal..... TBH I always am...

Please don't! There are tons of people who care about you! Imagine how broken they would feel if they lost you! And think about all of the things you would miss out on! Please don't do it!

I always tell folk it's just thoughts that won't leave my mind. And well they are just thoughts.

But those thoughts can take over... they can leave you so damaged, that you're tricked into thinking that suicide is the only way out...

Don't worry. I don't let them. Just like I don't let thoughts about burning people alive or killing folk at my school take over either.

Okay. Just make sure they stay in check... if not, like I said earlier, I'm here to help.

A'right...

:)

Ight then. Time to watch how much rain just pours down in my area.

Time to die in a hole.

Yes

Kind of like I just did! XD

Time to end this convo or?

Idk, it's up to you. I'm fine continuing it, or if you want to stop, then I'm fine with that, too.

You know.... The only way I keep those thoughts from effecting me is by playing video games or watching anime. I try to distract myself drom them. That's my best advice for those like me. District yourself ffom those thoughts and slowly they'll go away...
I won't recommend anyone to go to therapists cause they may be like me. They don't trust therapists or just have a certain hatred towards therapists for no reason whatsoever.

Oh, okay! Yeah, I have an uncomfortable feeling everytime my mom tries to talk me into getting a therapist. Idk why, but I'm more comfortable sharing my thoughts and feelings with my online friends than with a therapist.

Yup. I gotta uhhhh.... What was I gonna say?

No idea. XD

Oh

Ye. Another weird thing that I do; apologizing for everything.

It's too awkward to continue

Okay.

A'right I guess

That's good. :)

Welp

Welp, indeed. :l

Damn

Lol

Your joking. Right?

Partially.

Well then

~{•-•}~

Time to idk...

Lol
<(=_=)>

TBH-
I'd rather just vent some stuff out online. Other stuff I'd rather keep inside me. IDK. I'm just a big ol' mystery of a person.

Lol same! I try to hide the fact that I'm depressed, and then I pour my heart out on here!

Well this convo is hella long!

Yeah! I've had longer, though. Once, I had a conversation with someone that lasted 3 days, and it was over 200 comments!

I see. Welp.... There goes that introverted side of me that wants this convo to end but.... I kinda don't want it to?

Me neither lol. I'm pretty bored, and I feel like you and I are having a relatively normal conversation! It's rare to find me in one of those, but I like having normal conversations once in a while!

Well yes but actually perhaps

Lol what?!

*depression continues*

Idk....

XD

[INCOMING WEIRDNESS]
☏⇦Answer the phone

Um... okay...
*answers the phone*

Welp.... Now here comes the part where I get too awkward to say anything because idk why

Oh, I'm awkward as heck 24/7! And Zoom calls? Don't even get me started! I'm so awkward irl... XD

Welp

Welp. Welp indeed.

*part of Hello by Adele plays through the phone*

XDDDDDDDD

O kurwa-

What, now?

Honestly same here. It's been nice.
It would also be nice if some folk would actually just check up on me but.... Eh, it's fine if they don't. Idk.

Aw, I'm sorry. :/

I understand. I do that too

Yeah...
Anyways, how are you, otherwise?

*external depression and autism noises*

*sadness noises*

Either way, don't trust me with a knife. There's a 50/50 chance it'll be something that'll happen will be okay but then it could might as well be bad. Annoy me and I got a knife on me, let's say it wouldn't end well. But... Still.

Oh, um... okay...

Ironically I'm gonna recreate Hello by Adele for music tech...

Lol that's great! X'D

Irl I can't even talk right. Stammering and all.... So I just stay quiet. Ask me a question if you'd be a teacher and you just have me trying to say something but nothin'. TBH, even if I'd have help my parents out with somethings like getting my dad's meds sorted that haven't been added by the pharmacy. I just can't say anything. And I'm the one who knows more English than my parents. (BTW I'm Polish....)

I can usually speak fine, but then sometimes, I cannot say a single sentence without having to restart. It's annoying more than anything, really...

"Oh f**k" in Polish

Oh.

Welp usually means when I say it as "Well this is awkward. Someone get me knife and let me do something with it that isn't suicide or murder related."

Lol same.

Welp

:l

Yeah....... I have a lot of anger built ip inside me, so yeah.... I keep the anger inside but... The rest ya can tell what'll happen

Oh. :/

It's ok.

I know, I just feel bad that you aren't getting checked up on.

Yup...

Well, then.

Well then

Lol we keep on saying that, and then the other brings up something random.