I already posted a thing about my friend dying in a crash. But I was trying not to think about it ,so to get myself in a happier mood I was listening to music,wich was working until my friends favorite band (AJR) started playing,then the first song I heard from that band,sober up started playing. And now I'm crying because it reminded me of him and I miss him and his siblings that died in the crash as well. And I just wish I could somehow go back and stop the crash,make them leave for that vacation a little earlier or later,and it could have stopped this whole thing from happening. Now I'm going to try and avoid AJR songs for a while hopefully so I don't break down and start crying again