Alright, I know that I haven't posted in the Venting_Stream for a while, but I'm posting this because I need to vent about how I feel left out, lonely, anxious, unwanted, and unloved. Now, I'm starting to think that I'm invisible to everyone, excuse me but I'm NOT f**king invisible. I know what's you're thinking, "Lacey, you're just saying that because you're anxious" or "Come on Lace, I think you haven't had any pizza lately just calm down", but you know what? I have a bone to pick with the world and 2020. I'll start with 2020, WHY MUST IT RUIN EVERYTHING?!?! I had to cover myself with a blanket because I'm scared and worried about everything because of disasters happening. World, could you not make me feel sad and invisible all time. I just couldn't hold those kind of grudges anymore. I want my life back, I really do. I-I-I-I'm sorry if I'm getting really upset, holding those grudges just made the pain worse. So, please excuse my breakdown.