Kinda the point.
I'm NED(old username, current mood.)
NED is a medical term for
No
Evidence of
Disease. It's used for cancer patients,when they are clear of cancer but still are symptomatic. Meaning even though the cancer is gone, all the pain sadness and read still linger and live inside me.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eJnQBXmZ7Ek
Watch the whole thing,even though you don't like modern music.