oki. so in second grade i realized that i didnt just like my best friend i loved him and i knew i couldnt have him because im an ugly piece of sh*t and he's so cute but we were really good friends and i miss him so much but i had to break up with him because he was getting really mean to me and controlling my life. this year i decided that because my group and him were like, big time enemies i could only choose one or the other because i knew that if i continued like that i would just become an outcast so i had to choose my group because i knew he would forgive me for it but i miss him so much and i have been having mild depression since firt when we met but it escalated this year and i want to talk to him so bad but he either doesnt know orr wont respond and it teearing me apart because i want to talk to him so bad and we used to be sch good friends. its making me so scared that i will do somethng that i willl regret and im not sure how i can handle this much longer and if i tell my parents im not sure that they'll understand and he was the only one i trusted with my depression until now, and i will break. i will give in soon. i cannot hold this weight much longer. the suicide help chat person said he would call the police (they never showed up) but i am looking for someone to tell this to.
Omg!!! First off, you're not ugly! Second of all, I'm so sorry that you're torn between the two sides. And third of all, if you ever want to vent later or you just want some cheering up, I'm going to be here for you!
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