Also I read your rant about wanting to leave and not wanting to come back and I have this to say about it.
I do understand what you mean and I actually kind of agree with it. You want to leave but every time you try to leave, someone is either extremely depressed, or wants to kill themselves. I wouldn't be too depressed myself, I would just say something like "that's sad" and then move on. Like when you tried to leave today, I was just sad for a second, and forgot afterwards. So it won't be complete sh*t if you leave, I mean your not even the #1 person that would keep me on imgflip, someone like danny would probably be more important (mostly because one of his ocs is in a romantic relationship with one of mine), your just one of the friends I met on imgflip and I just like you as a human being. Except some people treat you more than just a normal good friend and treating you like jesus and don't want you to ever leave.
So basically, I understand your rant, but there are just some problems that will keep you from leaving. Until you can find a way to sort things out so you can leave in peace, my advice, is don't leave. There may be people here more toxic than a pool of acid, but at least it's better than making someone who loves you automatically commit aliven't. But as long as you don't press alt+F4 to close out your lifespan when you leave, I will only be like 5% sad if you do leave.
How did I do better writing this, than any essay at my school?