Alive...? Idk how but i woke up earlier than freaking planned and cant sleep

Damn isn't it 4 in ur time?

Y E S

Oh god, what time did u sleep yesterday?

9:30 since i planned on gettingup around 5 again

Oof that's barely 6½ hrs

ik ;-; im not very tiredb but i will be earlier than planned later

;-; what's ur first block today?

always math till the end of the yr

Oh so same thing everyday?

No wonder u get bored

yeah, my life isn't all that exciting, but i swear this week went by so fast just chatting wih you

Aren't u tired? Dude id sleep for 10 hrs and I'd still be tired.

haha, lemme tell ya, i could pull all nighters and barely be tired, but my eyes suck so i cant or it hurts sooo baddd

Oooff

I used to pull all nighters b4, I'd sleep at 3 and wake up at 6 for school. I wasn't even tired, idk why I need so much sleep these days :/

because our bodies are changing like crazy

Ye true, but still, I really like pulling all nighters, I like the midnight vibe.

My parents are practically up till 2 so i dont wanna risk it, do not wanna mess with my mom

Oh it rally doesn't matter for me, I have my ways.

Lol we talking abt years of training here.

Rlly*

lucky :(

I mean, ur better than me, at least listen to ur parents.

if i were able to sneak my way outta things trust me, i wouldnt

Strict parents check :/

no but they're up and about

Well mine are, extremely strict. Its very annoying :(

I'd imagine

Aw I'm glad its a little better.

Wait how many terms do u guys have?

i... what? r u talking abt school?

...yeah

U guys don't have terms? Just have exams at the end of the year that's all?

define terms, and ye we have smt called NWEA To take

Uhhhh, so look, our academic year is usually divided into terms, some countries have 2 terms a year others have 3 okay? And basically we have exams and report cards at the end of each term.

Also n what? What is that?

Basically a test we can fail in school if we do bad in it. we have 4 QUARTERS rather than terms. and the first and third term are talking with parents about progress, the 2nd and 4th are usually NWEA

Oh okay, dude this is just complicated.

sorry ik

Lol its okay

Tmrws a weekend for ya right?

sure is

Noice, I gtg now. Ttyll

alright, later

Met this big boi today

Aw, stray?

Yep :(

poor fella

Yep :[

He was hanging out beside a fish shop

also, you can text me on memechat now

Kk good

E

E .-.

Hiya

Ello

how was school?

Crappy ngl, but I'm actually doing well. Idk why I'm drawing but ye.

Dude my step cousin was watching we draw, and she was asking me if I like a few foods, I said no to most of them, then she was like "so you don't eat them at all??" And I was like no I do. Then she was like why? And then I answered w "cuz I don't wanna die-"

Uhhhh I'm not sure if I should've said that.

probably not...

Lol yeah, not a gud idea

Also our English teacher was doing the 2021 gOaLs aNd dReAmS , and it was awkward when it was my turn to speak, so she told us to draw ourselves then write our hopes and dreams beside it, I was like O-|--< that's me, and I don't wanna die.

Another girl was like "I wanna learn parkour and I wanna go to Paris and I want covid 19 to end"

Wow someone actually did it right lol what was your hopes and dreams thing

Well fr I wanna get myself started in therapy and I wanna do well in my exams, I wanna fix shit w my parents (at least try)
Also I wanna try ramen.
I WANNA PLAY CUPHEAD
AND GET A NINTENDO

I wish u luck :>

^-^ u 2 hopefully

Wbu?

I just want to become better, I want to get into the highschool i hope i get. I want to improve my poetry, art, and writing. And i wanna do good in school since its my last year

The only problem is that everyday im one step closer to snapping, and I'm just worried I won't save myself in time. I'm scared to confront myself

But I didn't wanna say that in front of my whole class

understandable

I talk too much don't I?

i like it

:]

Well gl, I hope things go as planned.

Dude what time is it for u?

7:21, 3:21 for u right?

Hi btw

Yeah, actually 3:27 now

:(

Its okay, ull stay strong and make it through. Just try ur best.

If there's anything u need to do to save urself, do it now. The more you wait, the more shit gets worse, and u get stuck in a loop like I am.

Just please take care of urself and font let anyone stop u from being the great person u are.

I hate it when one of my friends isn't doing well, especially when I'm as helpless as I am now <=(