I wish i could say she was always evil... but i know that when i met her she was one of the most innocent people i had ever met. I had a crush on her from the moment i saw her, and for the longest time she had a crush on me without me knowing. Then she met a boy. A really violent and dangerous boy who also happened to be a total creep. When i found out she had a crush on him, i told her my opinion on him, the honest truth. What i wasn't expecting was for that same boy to come threatening me over what i had said about him the day before. Feeling betrayed by the girl i loved, i did the stupidest thing i've ever done: took a pair of scissors and went to my wrist.... But the story's nowhere near over yet. Two weeks later, i got out of Aurora (a mental institution) to find i wasn't the only one who had changed. Kaitlin had found a new boy, but she seemed... different. Now i realize that that moment is when she became bad for me. As me and Kaitlin seemed to drift farther apart, i found comfort in out best friend, CJ. A couple of weeks later i found myself falling for her instead of Kaitlin. Little did i know that CJ was just as evil as her. A couple of months later, it was April 1st. My birthday! And i was in for the biggest birthday surprise: CJ liked me back. However she had just gotten out of a relationship and was still hurting from it, so we waited to date. May i also add that Kaitlin wasn't aware of this until later. Anyway, just when we were about to get together, she found out. She confesed to me that she had a crush on me the entire time. So instead of dating CJ, i got with Kaitlin over spring break. What was a great relationship over spring break fell apart when school started back, because Cj was jealous, and being honest with myself, i still had feelings for her too. So Kaitlin did a very mature thing, and told me i belonged with CJ, putting her feelings aside. So then i was dating CJ, and was truely happy. But at that point Kaitlin was the jealous one. And of course i was stupid enough to hold on to my feelings for her. So CJ tried to do the same thing Kaitlin did, only i didn't want to leave that relationship. So i convinced her that i was happiest in our relationship, and we stayed together over the weekend. I was expecting to mend our relationship that Monday, but she was sick that day, and while i was hurting, Kaitlin was there for me. So i asked Kaitlin back out, and she said yes. Telling CJ was one of the hardest things i had ever done...
