I'd rather not think back on it, but it haunts my memories anyway so why not. It's a long story, but basically I liked this guy, then his friend like me. I ended up figuring out that his friend liked me, and the kid promised he'd not mention it again. The guy I originally liked ended up having questionable morals, and I was kind of not keen on liking anyone anymore, especially because I then had to explain everything to him. Then, later the guy who promised he wouldn't mention it started paying me these...compliments, he called them. They were really pick-up lines. I had really low self-esteem so I didn't tell him to stop, I should have because of course the more he said the more I started to feel things for him, and then it kind of blew up, but then everything exploded and I found out a ton of lies he had told and what kind of person he really was... not a great experience, so now I am not planning to "awaken love until it is time" and I really don't want to fall into that kinda situation again.
