It is getting better i think because im slowly starting to come to terms with the fact that I loved my mom and she loved me.Yeah,we are currently packing up things, doing all that legal stuff and planning out the room like what what room are gonna be, I'll need and home office and he wants a craft room and there are about 10 (counting the divided attic) available rooms. the house came into the family with my great great uncle, Simon and they slowly started to build on it (part of our fam with like 9 kids lived there once) I proably ened up with an office in the attic