Sound familiar to anyone else?

The last one should have been my virginity.

Well you can do that one

It grows bigger the longer I live

Yep me too

Do you ever feel like it could go away if you could just do one great thing, like save someone's life?

No it'll probably always stay no matter what I do

Oh...

What about you?

I hope so, but at the same time I know I'm a lot better of a person than I was a year ago and I still can't get away from the stupid stuff I did that's still affecting my reputation, so maybe not

Yeah I've done really stupid stuff too and I can't forgive myself

I guess all you can do is move on and use your past failures as motivation to be better

Yeah.

I guess

I can relate, but I think that instead of trying to dwell on the crap I've done and knowing that I can't undo it helps me hate myself slightly less.

Yeah, I know there's nothing I can do about the past, all I can do is be better in the future

Me too!

Yeah

i hope u feel better soon
rory pig

Thanks

yw