I absolutely can see this situation from your point of view. I want to tell you that we are all anxious. This is new to everyone and we are not in the best situation. My school got closed for the rest of the year, too. And a reminder that this is all to keep everyone safe. It would be even scarier if everyone were out and about in a pandemic.
And the thing about your "guy you like" ;). I get it. I'm not able to see my boyfriend either. I'm sorry you're not able to talk to him either. If you need help getting over him, I'm right here sis/bro. I understand why you would be mad about that.
Feel free to vent more to me. This will all get better soon. Trust me!