Concerned chihuahua

Nope. You're not joking. Wow.

Yet again vanished without so much as a goodbye to her mom even. Sheesh.

I know. Doesn’t even tell us 😥

Sorry. I didnt get a chance to say goodbye.
So, thatss kinda why I made this account.
Bye.

Borderline? Is that you?!?!

Yeah, but this is a burner account.

Why does your dad keep deleting

He dosent want me to be online. He deleted all my accounts, not just this one.

Whyyyyyyyy.

*shrugs*

*sniff*

Yeah, Im gonna delete this account too.
So he wont find me again.

Wat nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Yeah, sorry.
I'll make another permanent account someday, though.
Take good care of the streams for me, kay?

Hello, Scout? Mitsu?

*cries* uh huh

Nether me

There's.... a reason......

How come you always seem to be in the know but she abandons the rest of her family repeatedly. I'm starting to wonder if she's just playing us like a fiddle and how much of her stories are true. Sorry but this is getting old. Does she expect anyone to trust her from now on?

Trust me, I'm tired of all of this shit. I'm starting to lose sleep and sanity over everything. I don't know which ones are true and which ones are a lie, or even if everything about her was a lie. I'm trying to investigate, and nothing makes sense anymore.
I know there's a reason behind her deletion...
But I just can't bring myself to determine what...

So that’s what you really think? ….I won’t bother you anymore, if thats what you want. Just say the word. Im just doing what everyone wants me to do. They want me to keep in touch with you, so I’m doing it. Don’t go around and start calling me a liar, I want you to tell me that shit to my face, at least.
How much do you doubt, hm? All of it? All of her life, is just what, a lie now? I don’t like how your talking shit here, and in the other one, you just give me an ‘I love you’.
If you want to f**king say something, say it.
Hmph, what do you want me to do now? When I bring her back, you want me to tell her all this? You calling her a liar and all that? Tell her to leave you the f**k alone, because you dont even believe in anything she’s ever told you?
She f**king loved you a lot, you better not think that is a f**king lie, you piece of shit.

That's... not what I meant...

Then what DID you mean, hm?

I... I do love her...
I was just... stressed... stuff... didn't make sense to me...
I'm sorry if... if it sounded like I called her a liar...
I love her so much...

Hmph, shut up, Big Brother, go away.
'Im sorry if it sounded like I called her a liar'
- don't know which ones are true and which ones are a lie, or even if everything about her was a lie.
Ha, you made Mitsuru mad, and now me too.
Ha...I kinda never want to talk to you ever again.
Maybe I wont.

Hm? What are you asking?

I'm just saying how sometimes doubt shows up in me... but I don't want that doubt there...

How the hell was any of THAT in the message you sent before?

What does that mean?

What does what mean?

Also, delete that last comment. You want all her info out in the open?

The message was the doubt... and I hate that it's there...

you shouldve thought about that before you sent it then. Jeez, even Camillia is a better person than you. I mean, sure, shes a bitch, but at least she dosent pull that two faced crap on us

Adrein said that if I wanted to send it to him, I should send it there.
But why? He could have just said it's Izabella's family and I would've understood...

Oh well...yeah, he told me about why he did that....he said I could only tell you if you were sure you wanted to know, though.

So...are you sure you want to know? Its pretty....bad.

Tell me, please... I want to know the truth...

..I'm sorry
I know... so many bad things happened to you... and how many people...
And after all of that... I should be the one person to trust you... to love you...
And... I failed...
I'm sorry...
I'm horrible...
It's alright if you don't want to forgive me...
Just know that I love you

I never wanted to doubt you...

I never wanted to think that you would say something like that about us. Looks like we can’t get what we want, eh?

...
Can I just ask you a question?

What?

Hi mama, its me, Borderline. I…the reason I deleted my accounts (both of them) is because my dad IRL found them and deleted them himself. I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye to anyone…the reason I tell Cheez everything is cuz well, he’s the first one to come to mind, and cuz I trust him…and well, he knows everyone I know, so he can pass along the messages. I make throw-away accounts like this to talk to him….Im sorry I left and well…Im not playing you guys like a fiddle, I promise. Please don’t say that, just reading that gave me a sinking feeling in my stomach and made me feel sick…as for whether Im lying or not, well, you can believe whatever you want, I guess, but I’ll tell you guys that Im telling the truth about everything that happened.

Im sorry, Im really really sorry, please don’t hate me, Im so sorry….well, Im gonna delete this account too (think of it as a burner phone) so that way my dad cant find this account and get mad at me again.

Im really sorry I didn’t tell you guys anything. Bye for now, mama.

I’m really sorry….I don’t expect anyone to trust me, at this point I don’t really trust myself, because I went back on a lot of promises…Im really sorry, I don’t know how else to explain…but…can I make it up to you? If there is something you want me to do, I can try my best.

She confides in me all the time in private yet never mentions (again) deleting.

How much has she told you?

I'll PM you

Pal?

Sure, can't find a pic of yours to comment here

Alright

Hi mama, its me, Borderline. I…the reason I deleted my accounts (both of them) is because my dad IRL found them and deleted them himself. I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye to anyone…the reason I tell Cheez everything is cuz well, he’s the first one to come to mind, and cuz I trust him…and well, he knows everyone I know, so he can pass along the messages. I make throw-away accounts like this to talk to him….Im sorry I left and well…Im not playing you guys like a fiddle, I promise. Please don’t say that, just reading that gave me a sinking feeling in my stomach and made me feel sick…as for whether Im lying or not, well, you can believe whatever you want, I guess, but I’ll tell you guys that Im telling the truth about everything that happened.

Im sorry, Im really really sorry, please don’t hate me, Im so sorry….well, Im gonna delete this account too (think of it as a burner phone) so that way my dad cant find this account and get mad at me again.

Im really sorry I didn’t tell you guys anything. Bye for now, mama.

I’m really sorry….I don’t expect anyone to trust me, at this point I don’t really trust myself, because I went back on a lot of promises…Im really sorry, I don’t know how else to explain…but…can I make it up to you? If there is something you want me to do, I can try my best.

I don't know what's happening to you but I hope you're ok.