As far as I’ve seen wow this is DEEP

What do you mean by that?

It’s going really deep. This conversation below with Ememeon (sniff) is extremely deep

Yarr, give me more detail, I got two whole dream dictionaries!

(I dream in 3rd person,so I could see myself)
The everyone and everything were sort of abstract,no face,one color,and the shape of their hair.I was this light blue thing,and I was jumping around and skipping happily. My hair was shorter and I looked younger than I am now.I ran into a house,and I assume the 7 other people were my family.And they seemed to act like everyone did when the incident happened(the "incident" is when our lives went downhill,when I was either 6 or 7.)and I saw the whole thing play out.There was no sound,but I knew what it would sound like it there was sound.As it all happened,I turned my head towards the floor and stared down. My body started turning black and the blue was a bit darker. I saw my self growing up,kind of like those fast forward videos of flowers growing.My head always down,in the same place.I got taller and grew up,and I kept getting darker and more faded from the little sky blue girl I was.I was the worst events of my life during the stop motion,but like visualizing,because I was still looking at myself get darker.But with every event,i got worse.
I grew to the size I am now,and was a day in my life.When it was night and I slept, i saw a black man shaped monster,with one eye.
I was running through the woods,a hospital,and some place That was completely black.I stumbled and started bleeding black out of my eyes,my mouth,and my leg where I was cut.The monster sales up to me (the one in the picture) and he said "They see you as you see me.You're unraveling."
thats when he started coming undone and tried to kill me.

All right, lemme look this all up in me dream dictionaries and give them some key words ye would use to describe it.

Well, first off, dreams are links to yer life, mate. So, I can see how thar' incident ye speak of could probably succumb to be such a nightmare from the past into yer future. The monster may kind of a form of thar' incident. Perhaps you've been thinkin' of it too much and it made its way into yer' mind. Yet, even frightenin' dreams can be yer friend.
Now, may I ask what kind of incident thar' had before from thar' followin':
Daily Stress
Out of Control Fear & Anxiety
Emotional Dissonance
Physical or Mental Imbalance
Traumatic Event
And are ye artistic or sensitive in yer temperament? And how often do yer' have these dreams? Do the people in yer' dream have any significance besides them bein' yer family?

I'm sorry,but I really could not understand the pirate lingo.Can you pls put it in layman's terms for me?

Well, first off, dreams are links to your life, bud. So, I can see how that incident you speak of could probably succumb to be such a nightmare from the past into your future. The monster may kind of a form of that incident. Perhaps you've been thinking of it too much and it made its way into your mind. Yet, even frightening dreams can be yer friend.
Now, may I ask what kind of incident that you had before from the following:
Daily Stress
Out of Control Fear & Anxiety
Emotional Dissonance
Physical or Mental Imbalance
Traumatic Event
And are you artistic or sensitive in your temperament? And how often do you have these dreams? Do the people in your dreams have any significance besides them being yer family?

And this is what I picked out as keywords from yer explanation and what thar' mean:
BLUE- To dream of any shade of blue might warn of a bout of depression. It could also refer to an unexpected, positive event. Finally, blue might indicate that the sky's limit is a current endeavor. (But does blue have any significance to ye personally?)
YOUTH- To dream of seeing young people foretells the reconciliation of family disagreements and favorable terms for planning new enterprises. To dream that you are young again suggests that you will make might efforts to recall lost opportunities, but will nevertheless fail.
SILENCE- To dream of silence and find it frustrating warns that you may beed to watch what you say to those around you; you might misspeak and be taken the wrong way To dream of enjoyable silence implies that your words will be cherished and honored.
BLACK- In dreams, black represents the ending of one phase of life and the beginning of anotyher and marks transitions, death, and rebirth. (You were growin' up when yer body turned black ye said)
GROWTH- Do dream of things growing implies advancement, either at work or in a relationship.
MAN- To dream of a man, if he is handsome, well formed, and athletic, indicates that you will enjoy life vastly and come into rich possessions. If his is misshapen, you will meet disappointments, and many perplexities will involve you.
MONSTER- TO dream of being pursued by a monster indicates that sorrow and misfortune hold prominent paces in your immediate future. To slay a monster foretells that you will successfully cope with enemies and rise to prominent positions.
WOODS- To dream of woods signifies a natural change in your affairs. If the woods appear green, the change will be lucky; if they are stripped of verdure, it will prove calimtious.
HOSPITAL- If you dream that you are a patient in a hospital, a contagious disease may strike your community (COVID-19?) and you will narrowly escape affliction. If you visit patients there, you will hear disturbing new of those who are absent.
FACE- This dream is favorable if you see bright and happy faces, but it signifies trouble if they are disfigured, ugly, or frowning at you. To a young person, an ugly face foretells lovers' quarrels; or for a lover to see the fave of his or her sweethearts looking old warns of separation and the breakup of happy associations. (I'll reply to this with more since I'm runnin' out of room)

(Continuation of FACES)
To see a strange and weird-looking face tells you that enemies and misfortunes surround you. To dream of seeing your own face in a dream denotes unhappiness; to the married, threats of divorce will be made. To see your face in a mirror suggest displeasure with yourself for not being able to carry out plants for self-advancement. You will also lose the esteem of friends.
FAMILY- To dream of your family as a harmonious and happy signifies health and easy circumstances; but if there is sickness or contention, it forebodes gloom and disappointment.
I got everythin' I could think of, all thar' definitions are straight from me book. Now, try to make connections from thar' definitions to yer dream, then to yer' life and see if ye can get anythin' out of it. It can help yer in what may happen in the near future.

Yesh,it's kinda weird,but I have a long story linking my life and myself to the color blue.

Saw*

Walked*

Forgive the quality of the drawing,but I keep have dreams like that.any idea why?

This could represent uncertainties in your life that really get to you irl. I'm no interpreter, though.

Me*