Well, cutting isn't gonna help, it may seem like it is at the moment, but it isn't! Trust me, I cut a lot and just gave my dad the knife I used today since I told him about it. You need to stop, please. I know its hard to talk about it, and if they're not listening, you gotta let them know, please, you're a wonderful person and I'd hate to lose you. You have a lot to live for along with a whole life ahead of you. My sides really like you, too, please just put the object down and breathe. Listen to some calming music, like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kb24RrHIbFk
And if YouTube still won't work on that, here:
https://soundcloud.com/logic_official/1-800-273-8255
I need to go for a whie, but please, I am BEGGING you, put it DOWN and put it AWAY. Stay strong, don't lose hope. Remember that poem I wrote? Go back to it, you said it helped you. Okay, listen, I really care about you, okay? Hold on... Best of wishes and luck, see you soon.
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