Hmmm, well let's see...
1. I'm a gamer who probably will never have the chance to play video games in safety again.
2. My parents hate me and have openly threatened me with putting me in foster care
3. I've come to the conclusion that my life is headed nowhere and I'd probably end up dead before I actually became successful in any field.
4. The rest of my family has essentially lost all hope in me.
5. I can't read a book that's not the bible without being essentially being called a satanist.
6. every time I make small mistakes, I get a lecture about how useless I am.
7. I think about how much better the world would be without me, but am too much of a coward to do anything about it.
so yeah. life kinda sucks.