awww thanks bro
so...
1. one of my "friends" has stage 4 depression, going to kill herself
2. my other friend has gained depression, so thats 3/5 friends now
3. everyone counts on me to talk to about their probs when no one will talk to me about mine
4. only 1 person knows im dealing with intrusive thoughts
5. i think im going literally insane no joke
6. PARANOIA LASTING FOR MORE THAN 6 MONTHS AND GOOGLE SAYS THAT COULD BE SCHIZOPHRENIA
7. my sleep schedual is so messed up
8. the girl thats my "friend" (hint hint) she really likes this guy and i feel like im being replaced. theyve already started holding hands
9. nobody understands her and i cant help them understand without sounding rude
10. the whole "pedosexual" thing gets me SO ANGRY
11. nobody will find me a therapist
12. i have to help EVERYONE
13. i dont know whats happening, the days are going TOO FAST, and i just don't know what to do. its like a really early mid-life crisis.
14. everyone is always saying how im so sweet, and look down on me like a little two-y-o.
I'm not like that! I can do everything an adult can, and im just as mature.
15. so take all that and put day-to-day kid responsibilities on top of that, and there ya go.
