Well, if you believe in Him, then you should also believe that you have a "purpose" in this world. However, you may not even fulfill your purpose until you're in your 30s or 40s.
So please be patient, and try to remember that awesome fact that "He is an on-time" God. Meaning all will be well if we have faith in "HIS" Timing.
You should just try to have fun, and be the best person possible. That doesn't mean be PERFECT! lol
Just be your best. That's all God asks for.
Sorry to get all PREACHY on you. I just want you to see that there is still much good in this world, and i am praying that you benefit from some of it
{{{{{{{ Hugz }}}}}}}
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