you're bringing back really bad memories, I want try to convey my sadness for you through words but its too hard, and the next thing you know you're in the bathroom, all alone, with a knife pressed against your chest ready to do it, to release yourself. But thats not how it works, nothing will get better, at worst you've convinced others, at best, most of you're loved one's (and yes, they exist) lives will never be the same. I may be over reacting, I know first hand what it is you're going through, maybe I don't, maybe I'm overreacting, but my sole purpose on this site is to make people happy, and I know thats not a smiled upon thing in emoculture but I need you to be happy for your own good, please.