Aye, I am a pessimist, surprised?

[image deleted] Good one :)

Thank you!

((I just want to take a quick sec to say thanks for using that template because I lowkey spent an hour publicly uploading it.))

Aye, you're welcome. Thanks for making it.

Hey, youre welcome. Im just glad Im not the only one how uses it.
((Also, what happened today? Anything I should be aware of? Its a genuine question, Im not mad or anything.))

((Aye, just stress. You know, sun stuff. *sips tea.))

((*sips tea* Im asking cuz...I was out for a REAL long time.))

((Aye, a lot has happened to me already. When I was in kindergarten, I had a really good friend. We were inseparable, and just about the closest of friends you would ever see. We were interested in the same things and all, yet, bullying then happened to us, which caused us not to talk since then and I was once abused by a friend and all. My mom used to abuse me, but I was too young to remember, but I found proof of it not too long ago, Biology is really stressful and all.))

((That....makes a lot of sense. If you want to delete that comment, you can, okai? And, well....I think you need professional help. I wish I knew you IRL so I could stand up for you and all that....))

((Aye, its fine. That's another reason I hate my mom. I can't believe she did that to me.))

((You wanna talk in the private chat we got?))

((Eh, I don't know.))

((? Not sure what that means, but okay. *sips tea*))

((*coughs* I dont want to talk about it..... but, are you okai?))

((They've been around for a while now, not sure when it began, though.))

((Hm...schizo forms from intense emotional trauma....any clue what it could be?))

((Not really, I can't do anything about it, so... guess I'll die.))

((nonononono- I'll help yo best I can! Do you need homework help? I got ya covered!))

((No, I gave it to m friend so she could copy, now I don't have it as she can't find it, and I ain't re-doing it.))

((......))

((What? I don't even remember which ones I had to do, so I'm screwed either way. *sips tea* But I really couldn't care less at this point. Oh geez, I think my Dark Emo is coming out... not good.))

((Hm....Im just worried about you, is all....you sure youre okai? *sips tea* You want cake?))

((Aye, I'm saying yes, but my Dark Emo is really making me feel no emotion... well shit))

((Im to drained to care. Im at least 92% sure Im a sociopath anyways. *sighs* ...anything I can do to help?))

((No. Welp, sorry if I snap, my Dark Emo is out a bit, so I feel no emotion at this moment. I'm pretty sure I have some personality disorder or something.))

((I DO have a personality disorder, and it sucks. I hope yours isint so bad....hopefully you dont have one at all...and, its fine if you snap.))

((All right, thanks. I hope things work out for you. I think the dark emo side passed. Usually I have different 'emo' sides. I have a dark one that doesn't care about anything and snaps really easily, my crazy emo side is just over friendly, excited, happy, and knows no stress or pain and is a bit crazy, there is the depressed emo side, which is just depressed and a complete pessimist, the angery one, who gets ticked off at the slightest thing (not to be confused with the dark side) then there's just me, which is when all the emo sides are stable.))

((I dont think thats a disorder, its actually really normal and common! Its alright to be like that, okai? You dont have a disorder. Ha....kinda reminds me of my 'sides' ....))

((Aye, I don't know, but sometimes I get sudden mood shifts or I get twitchy randomly like a possession. Sometimes I hear voices as well, which I like to think all my sides are different people who like to take over.))

((Hey, me neither. Im just giving you my best guess based on my knowledge of psychological disorders and how to diagnose them. (I have a book of all disorders and how to classify them, yes, Im weird, no, dont question it.) But....what do the voices sound like? Like someone is actually there, talking to you IRL?))

((Feels like it. And if it is, its usually my dark side.))

((Oh boy, why didnt you say that?! You probably have a form of schizophrenia....how bad are the voices? like, can you tell that they arent real people?))

((I told my one friend about this and she says she thinks I have schizophrenia as well. Sometimes I get lost and can't remember things or see things that aren't there, I have trouble sleeping and I can't stand if there is too much light. I sometimes have random visions or can't make out what people are saying, like one time I thought my friend was speaking Chinese even though she spoke in English. And the dark voice is usually telling me that I'm a failure and it gives me visions of cutting and suicide a lot.))

((...I have schizo too, I know what that feels like....(I know I have way to many disorders....) and I know it sucks. Here, I wanna try and help you...but I don't know how... gah..... you need meds, I think. Is there anyone willing to take you to a psychiatrist?))

((I don't know, I told my dad about it, but he doesn't think I have it.))

((Your dad is incorrect. You have SOMETHING....look, try and tell him to take you to therapy. Tell a school counselor about it (if you tell them they are legally required to tell your parent, and if that happens, then he SHOULD be legally required to take you to a professional.) hey, um..if you dont mind me asking...when did this all start? The voices and hallucinations, I mean?))

((Aye, good enough. Just didn't get my homework done, almost had a mental breakdown in class, couldn't get anything done. You know, today was a great day, can't wait for tomorrow. (vine reference). But I really don't want it to be tomorrow...))

((Yeah, me neither....bad things are gonna happen tomorrow. But....you need any help? Anything I can do to help?))

Wow

Yee.

Noice.

Not suprised that your one.

Aye, really? Heh.