*Hugs and nuzzles you* Dont worry about it, Im always here for you.
And, its okay to be a better person online than in real life, I mean, online, you have time to think and calm down, and you have the backspace button, so some of the things you want to say, and never sent...there's nothing wrong with it, but I think youre just...a genuinely nice person. IDK what Im trying to say here....do you get it?
Im anti-social too...I just have 2 IRL friends...and, I get that...its really, really hard for me to get out there and talk to people, because I always fee like they dont care, or Im bothering them, or Im getting too annoying, or too clingy, or something like that.....but, what Ive learned is that 99.9999% of the time, people are not talking about you, people arent laughing at you, and people genuinely love you. (Even if it is just platonic). Dont worry about it okai? Even if by some weird source of magic they ARE talking bad about you, you have us, and we for sure, 100% love you. Okai?
You dont need to be confined to 'your type' if that makes sense... I mean, you like what you like, you know? 'your type' is just something people made so that way they can try to sort out people, if that makes sense....I am really bad at explaining things.
Yeah, I get you...people are just shy, and they can be sensitive sometimes, you know? Im sure someone will tell you they like you soon though, okai?