I really want to be an author, and I am re-reading my book to check for mistakes and errors and I just feel like it sucks, and in school, I feel like my grades are horrible and that no matter what I do, I can't raise them and I don't like the way I look or how I feel and I feel like I'm just imperfect compared to everyone else. To be truthful, I've been cutting my ties with friends recently because I'm just really not liking how anything is going and I can't talk to them. In school, I'm almost always on the verge of tears because my classes are stressing me out and my friends can sometimes be hurtful with their words and Biology is the worst and she says everything is going to be better, but I know it's not. I've already had 3 mental breakdowns in school.