My main OC hasn't changed much.

Heh. Mine has also not really changed much. Physically? Not really. Mentally? Absol-utley

Ahaha. Some OCs don't, some OCs do.

Is this a reference to an RP I am not in?

Nope. It's just my main OC on how she used to look when I first made her and how she looks now. One difference is that she has a Blaziken's face on hers.

I see

Yeah...

Anyway, thanks for the explanation

Anytime.

My OC had changed with the face and the arms

Interesting.

I honestly don't even know who I am at this point...
go to the whole I'M KILLING EVERYONE phase every other day
then I seem depressed and keep a straight face all day
Then there are those days where I want to be with animals and nature all day.
I mean, my parents even joke about getting new kids and getting rid of us, and they laugh about it
I honestly don't know, and my therapist isn't really helping, just causing more stress.
My school friends are always worried about me, the fact if someone brings up blood, staples, knives, haunted houses, waivers, ETC makes me really freak out, thinking of old memories, trying to clear them, but failing. I honestly don't know what to do, and I'm sure your tires of hearing this BS, so I'll shut up.

IDK what to say because I don't know how to help. I'm incapable of helping...

noice

Ahh, how time flies.

Yeah