Don't You Squidward

hey srry I haven't been in touch recently,my mum took my laptop so-
how've ya been?

it's ok it wasn't your fault anyway. I'm glad that ur trying to make the most out of ur education. and yes, i am doing well, apart from the fact i'm being bullied..
oh well, that's none of anyone's concern at all tbh. I hope all is well and hopefully i will be in touch more often. say, ya got snap? if so, add me at picklesthecat60. don't mind the name, i made the acc when i was 7 lol

well that sucks. I'm rlly not a wonderful person but that's ur opinion and there's nothing I can do to stop that. I don't think the bullying will stop as they keep bugging me about a book I'm gonna publish. yes, I'm publishing a book. about f**king pigeons.
don't ask.
so apart from that how's life?

I mean, valantines day is gonna be an issue for me as 14 years spending it alone isn't fun at all..
:')

yep.
say, if we're both lonely by tmrw then do u wanna be my valantine?
I guarantee ur gonna say no but oh well.

hey u ok? u haven't been online for a few days and I'm starting to get worried.. everything alright?

srry if I annoy u :')
its just that I haven't spoken to u in.. what.. 5 fricking months lmao

um tbh I have no idea. I would suggest whatsapp but I doubt that u have it and my mum checks my phone every f**king night so there's no point.
and I caught that kiss u blew me just saying! :)

on second thought, i would rather not cause my mum checks my phone, sorry.
anyway, i need to get this off my chest..
my depression is getting worse by the hour. parents scream at me for tryna help them, bullies want me dead and my friends are no help. they keep saying, "it's gonna be ok! i promise!" to find out later on it isnt. i cry nearly everyday, it's all i can do now. i just need someone to be there for me.
sorry for bringing the topic of depression into our chat. if i don't reply anymore, my acc is either gone or i have taken my life, i cant do it anymore.
if i do take it, ur an amazing person and i love u, platnonically or not.
<3

or i havent seen the message, thats all.
<3

so i havent committed suicide yet but i wanna talk so-