You know exactly, what I'm going through right now - and you know the kind of relationship I have been in. Yes, although we have been together for almost six years, I just would feel more and more lonely, because I'm very sensitive and care about love and I have the need to feel that I am loved back. But she just isn't that type of character. She cannot build a strong relationship to someone. Even though I have always adored her many talents, her strong character and her attitude as a strong and independent woman, I was feeling lonely and in the end even rejected by her. I became a shadow of myself and in strong need of something to hold onto. I tried to live and find my own happiness without ending the relationship, but I just couldn't take it any more to miss her even if she sat beside me.
Yes, I will have to learn to be comfortable with myself again. I don't want to make the same mistakes by any means.
Thank you very much for your kind words!
Much love! <3