Haha I'm going to ramble so you don't have to read this. But I've been dealing with some stuff, a lot if stuff fun fact.... I'm always sad, usually quite lonely, and I feel like I want to give up and nothing's that I ever do is or will get be the right thing to do....and whenever I feel like that I watch one of marks old videos called "watch this when you're feeling down" and I cry because I feel like for once someone actually understands something..... IDK marks always been there to make me feel better, and he's the absolute best, and I know this sounds weird, but it's true.