Mhmm.. Yup. And the last bit of Natsuki's name, the 'suki' part, is Polish for bitches. It's a random language fact..... And I am Polish...... So.... Yeah.....
It's kinda reflects on how I feel.....on how I struggle...and how I'd sometimes rather be dead than alive... On how Monika is in my mind....anyway....see the part of my journal on Quotev.... what did you think when you read that part of it?
Getting abused sexual comments raped once I just want it to end!.....but it won't im glad you care about me when no one else does
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Well.... I kinda felt that too.... About some characters in video games and manga.... And.... Umm... I'm not even lesbain.... I could be bisexual.... IDK...
Ok. I still have that terrible memory of when I foundfounfd out what my mom was gonna do when she was pregnant with me 😞 that's the reason I'm dark and hide my pain with dark humour I acually tried to end my life!
Really!? OMG YOUR NOT OOOOHHHH THANK MY RELIGION......omg when you said you where a girl I felt like a lesbian Omfg and im kinda upset no one has really ever truly loved me since well my parents hate me they acually thought about....never mind but my life is where my dark humour comes from
I cant take it anymore no matter how much I try im still going to be taken advantage of im to soft i cant help it i hate getting in trouble I have tried 3 timea to kill my self first with a knife but I could not manage to get a single cut im to much of a wuss 2 time I tried hanging myself again never managed to do it. 3 time I used the knife again managed to cut myself but it hurt so badly it woke me up and I stoped i just want it to end.....and no one cares....exept you
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Well.... I tried to end my own life too.... I still try to.... Society doesn't treat Yanderes right..... And my dad gets mad at me for no reason.... I can bearly understand how to control the last remains of my emotions but they slowly fade.... I try to understand how others feel but it's hard for me....
I really dont like it when someone calls me cute at partys where almost everyones drunk I know what there trying to do and i have to go through that everyday damn I just want to be loved
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Well... To be honest..... I've tried stabbing myself with a knife... But... It won't stab through.... I honestly try to understand.... And may I show you a screenshot my journal on Quotev?
Well I was going to tell a few but im kinda upset.....again heh but um i dye my hair in certain times like in august or September I dye my hair black and a long streak of bloody red so when it fades its going to look pink in October right now its silver for my love of anime