My guinea pig speedy was put to sleep some time ago. And i never really showed him that much love. He was really sick. His hair fell off and he could barely walk. I thought there was some kind of antidote or something to heal him. But i couldn't go to the animal doctor with my stepdad. I regretted that, when he came home with a closed box and my mom said: I'm so sorry. I began to fell tears and he lied there in the box. Lifeless. Not moving. Sleeping. Dead. I am so so sorry Speedy. I didn't even get to say goodbye. R.I.P. Speedy. May your soul live on to afterlife