no and yes, because when it seems like I am doing that, I am inpain and I need to take care of myself. I need MJ for my severe chronic migraine, through my TMJ, my jaws, skull, forehead, neck and shoulders, and I refuse to take any medication for anything… so I am dealing with myself when I look like I am ignoring others. I don't like to bitch and complain. So I shine when I can, when I can not I stay away from others.