“THERE’S A CERTAIN INDEPENDENCE AND RUSH YOU GET FROM SELF-SABOTAGE. IT’S ALMOST LIKE THE MOST AWESOME ACT OF FREE WILL IS TO CHOOSE YOUR OWN DEMISE, SO TO SPEAK. IT’S THE VERY SAME FERVOUR THAT DRIVES SOMEONE TO CHANGE THEIR LIFE FOR THE BETTER, TOO. SELF-DESTRUCTION AND SELF-BETTERMENT ARE REALLY CLOSELY RELATED, I FIND, IN TERMS OF THAT MOTIVATIONAL FORCE.”; - RYAN GULDEMOND
