WHEN YOU'RE A SWEET AND AWESOME PERSON TOTALLY WORTH SOMEONE'S FRIENDSHIP AND UNDERSTANDING BUT HAVE NO FRIENDS DUE TO YOUR SUBTLE SOCIAL AWKWARDNESS, OVERTHINKING AND INABILITY TO ATTEND SOCIAL THINGS SINCE IT'S NOT LIKE YOU WANT TO GO ALONE SOMEWHERE AND FEEL MORE AWKWARD BY YOURSELF SO THEN PEOPLE PERCEIVE YOU AS SHITTY WHEN REALLY YOU JUST NEED A FRIEND TO PUSH YOU INTO DOING FUN THINGS SOMETIMES AND ACCEPT YOU AS YOU ARE. I'M FINE. THIS IS FINE.