I'm not apologetic for my lack of melanin nor of patriotism. The antonym for nationalism is Globalism,its synonym is Patriotism

Have you considered ethnonationalist?

I'm on board with you there. I know exactly who I AM though I may have lighter skin pigmentation and the world rather put me in a box claiming I must just be "white".

I am lighter skinned and a patriot but what does that matter, the color of my skin does not determine if I am a good or bad person.