I HAVE PLAYED MY PART BUT WAS NEVER FELT IN MY HEART; FROM THE START I DID AS I WAS TOLD AS THE STORY UNFOLDS BUT THAT’S NOT HOW IT’S SUPPOSE TO GO. CAN’T EXPLAIN IT FOR IT GOES DEEP WITHIN THE SOUL. MY EYES HAVE BEEN OPENED AND THERE IS NO GOING BACK TO HIM; SHE DOESN’T EXIST IN THAT FORM. AS MUCH AS I FOUGHT IT, THIS IS ME, UN-CONFORMED, JUST ME. LET ME BE. FREE