Of course, in flesh, in SPIRIT, we always need help. But I do NOT run to people, or to SELF, I run to my FATHER, and HE directs my steps. I don't question where the help is provided, and He takes away the embarresment and guilt. I am a bridge between GOD and man. This does not make me better human. This makes me in abtter place as a human in SPIRIT in complete SURRENDER. This may sound NOT FREE, but this is REAL FREEDOM, because I have no PAIN and suffering, no questions, no worries, no regrets… just a small discomfort from flesh trying to get in the way and tryig to access the mind. I pray and it is NOT ALLOWED.