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TBH I think I can have an opinion. (Hear me out). My mom has misophonia. Ever since I was little, she would scream at me and even slap me for making the "Sharp S". Sharp S is an imaginary sound because nobody except her can even hear it. Every time she reminds me that i'm "hissing my s again" I panic. I respect all of you that don't actually act on your rage but I can't ever forget how much it hurts to be hated because of a noise you can't hear.

that is unacceptable I have misophonia and your mom should be able to do something else because yes it is painful and very hard but physically hurting somone is horrible I do think of stuff sometimes because I can get very mad but I would never EVER act on my thoughts when I am angry and in pain and cant think right