Again you're making no sense. There's no 'dragon' in the way you imply. I'm not in 'darkness' as you imply & I already have 'light'.
You basically asserted something what is not in question. You assumed it was. Again I am not frustrated. I find it enlightening, empowering perhaps even a sense of purpose and joy in the findings out about the worlds, nature, cosmos and what have ya. Knowing what can and as of yet cannot be known, in knowing I know nothing but I use rational scepticism to find out what is currently true or known and what people assert is true or known. I question everything. I am not 'frustrated' because of this, I find it liberating, as I know I am part of the intellectual integrity of humanity.
Your 3rd part seems ok, that I am accepted the way I am and the way I am now, everybody should accept people the way they are, within reason. But without going into unnecessary detail, what you say seems to conflict with the fundamental teachings of Christ, we are not, according to Christians, we are born sick and commanded to be well. It is often said that we are all sinners. Also that homosexuals are not being condemned for what they do, they are being condemned for who they ARE. You may disagree, but this is what it is said, but that is neither here nor there. This is trivial, so I will end it there.
Yes tomorrow I'ill see things differently, that is part of life, but to imply that I will see things not just differently but better, you allude that I must not be living to my fullest potential. This is also wrong. I am. I am not in 'darkness' is wrong, again you assert something that isn't true. I am happy the way I am, I am happy to live life, and live life not believing in any god or gods. 'Light' is here for me now. The meaning I get in life is here now. Implying that I have no 'light' in which I take as meaning or purpose or being happy etc. is not only wrong but insulting to many.
All of your comments have made extreme assumptions about me and my life and it comes across, even it it wasn't the intent, as disingenuously alluding that my life now is somewhat nothing or less so compared to whatever is to be expected in the future, basing on nothing but assumptions you and your beliefs are making about me. I simply don't think a heaven or bliss exists in the future as I already have it here. There's nothing more & I want nothing more. You also seem to be really sure that I will give up convictions of a life time and recant to be in this light.