I'm having trouble understanding why you're acting like this is a big deal. You don't really lose much (if anything). I'm just one person. There are lots of other people's memes to comment on and still enjoy the site.
I just got tired of seeing people downvote each other with alts. I don't want to be near any of that stuff, so that's why I don't want you on my memes - I don't trust you to not start flame wars again.
But you're taking this harder than I thought. I really didn't mean it to be upsetting for you. And I don't have other problems with you.
I just want to keep the flame wars off my memes.
Here's a meme you can use to write stuff to me if you want to.
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