Lol. Not likely, but thanks for reading and for the kind words. More than anything, I support each individual's right to figure things out for themselves, and not have other people pressuring them to believe the same as they do. As such, I am not saying you should believe in God. I'm simply asking you to look at the roots of your current beliefs, to make sure you have them for the right reasons, and to consider the myriad options and alternatives that are out there. No one on Earth has a monopoly on Truth. If I were to say, "I have found Truth," what I would mean is "I've found my Truth, something that I feel connected to and resonant with." It sounds like these issues of Faith are important to you. I encourage you to give them more consideration. Ponder on them, in a lighthearted, "anything is possible" sort of way. Shrug off whatever spiritual burdens you may be carrying, and then let your intuition guide you. Recall the words of the Buddha: "Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense."