THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT MAKE ME MISS YOU, A SMELL, A SONG, A MEMORY, A TOUCH, MY PAST, MY FUTURE. I FIND MYSELF WONDERING WHY WE WOULD EVER BE APART, WHAT WENT WRONG? IT IS THEN, I AM REMINDED THAT I DON'T MISS THE PERSON YOU ARE, I MISS THE PERSON YOU PRETENDED TO BE. I THEN THINK ABOUT THE LIES, BETRAYAL AND DECEIT. I THINK ABOUT HOW I NEVER TRULY KNEW YOU AT ALL. IN THAT MOMENT, I SWEAR TO MYSELF, I WILL NEVER MISS YOU AGAIN, AND THEN I DO.
I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT SOON, WHEN YOU TRY TO CROSS MY MIND, I WILL FIRST REMEMBER YOU FOR YOUR TRUE COLORS, AND NOT FOR THE PERSON YOU PAINTED INTO MY LIFE.
IT IS ONLY THEN, I WILL NOT MISS YOU ANYMORE.