LEAFEON DON'T!
There's so much to look forward too, there could be something good coming up, and you will miss it because you decided to kys, and please don't do it! There's a saying: "Death is the permanent solution to temporary problems." Please don't do this, I take this stuff very seriously, and I will even curse if you decide to go on with it! It's not the end of the world!
Or at least call 988, there are people who can help you, anything but ending yourself!