every day i am like this, i have multiple mental issues and honestly the only reason im not commiting die is because of my dad his dog and my dog, my mom thinks that eating healthy will remove the mental issues and i dont really talk to people about this but this meme honestly hit on a different level becasue every day i show up with a smile and dark humor joke to tell, and some people say "atleast you can sleep" but no the mental issues i have make sleep a nightmare i dont sleep i often find myself on porn sites at like 2 am then i fall asleep because of sleep depravation to just wake up at 5 to get ready for the day again, i only ever talk about my issues to my partner but we broke up earlier this year so i havent been talking about this stuff and if i tell my dad he will tell my mom who will then ask if she is a bad parent so i have to say she isnt and then she talks about her issues instead of helping with mine, every day is a struggle multiple mental issues and a porn addiction isnt the best to have when you need to wake up at 5 am every day and cant sleep every night.