it's more of I get more enjoyment by pushing my skill ceiling all the time. I played apex, got good at aiming, hit one clips and stuff. ended up getting into ranked, got 639th apex predator on my second ranked season. left the game for a while because felt like I had nothing more to do. ended up coming back and was significantly worse than I once was because all the players had gotten better without me. felt defeated, then got introduced to movement. started practicing advanced movement like superglides, bhopping and stuff. mastered that quickly. got my serotonin and became addicted. started learning even more advanced movement like mantle jumping and fatigue walljumping. and now I'm still on the grind and even own a movement tech and co-invented another widely known one. all about pushing limits when it comes to the games I play online. although for offline I love skyrim and terraria