Everyone has that voice inside them. tells us that mistakes make us stronger. tells us "Don't worry! things'll work out!" that voice I trusted, COULDN'T HAVE BEEN MUCH WRONGER!
I've quit trying
Leave me to my hell, to the blood im crying
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
YOU WANNA HELP?! SUFFER WITH ME! BUT GOD DOESN'T KNOW I COULD SURE AS HELL USE SOME REAL CAMARADERIE!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAUUGGHHH!!!
SHE TOOK OFF AND WISHED ME GOODBYE! A MATCH SPARKING MISERY. SET MY MIND ABLAZE WITH THE PAIN, OF HURTFUL TRICKERY!
NOT A "SORRY", BUT A "PLEASE DON'T WORRY" SO FAST IT WAS BLURRY, HER SWEET INFIDELITY!
IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH SHE FOUND IT IN HERSELF TO FOLD FROM THE HAND DELT NO CARE TO HOW I FELT! SLIP INTO INSANITY, THE SOULS OF HELL ALL SING WITH ME! LIFE IS LIKE A LUCID DREAM, BEAUTIFUL UNTIL YOU DECIDE TO PICK AT THE SEAMS!
I'VE
DUG
DEEPER
THAN MY OWN DAMNED GRAVE AND ANY DOUBT I COULD' VE GAVE
RESERVE OF JOY, LET IT RUN DRY. WHEN DOOMSDAY IS UPON US, NO ONE CAN SAY THAT I DID TRY
BOTH THE SAINTS AND SINNERS RIP OUT ALL MY INNARDS THEY FEAST ON THE IMPRESSION LEFT ON THE WORLDS DEPRESSION! WE BOTH KNOW THEY'RE GOING NOWHERE, DIVINE PARASITES THAT THRIVE ON OUR DESPAIR!
EVERYONE HAS THAT VOICE INSIDE THEM, TELLING US THAT MISTAKES WILL COST OUR LOVED ONES. TELLS US "DON'T WORRY! THEY LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE!" TELLS ME "THERE IS NO UNDOING WHAT HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE."
THERE'S NO REDEMPTION, JUST PUNISHMENT. AN ETERNITY OF PAIN AND TORMENT. A MARVEL TO BEHOLD, AN ESCAPE FROM THIS WORLD, AINT THAT SOMETHIN'?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAUUGGHHH!!!
I discovered that happiness is a mask, worn by those who dwell in misery
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
THERE'S NO END IN LIFE TO MY EXCRUCIATING PENANCE. A SAVIOR WON'T RESPOND, ADRENALINE IN A VIAL SATIATES MY TEMPORARY URGES, REAL SUFFERING ISNT KNOWN TO THIS WORLD, IT LIES BEYOND
SWEET RELIEF OF GRIEF THAT'S MY BELIEF, ITS WAITING ON THE OTHER SIDE. SUICIDE, MY WAY OUT OF THE PUTRIDITY OF THIS ENDLESS CITY, NO MORE HOLLOW COMFORT
PURE
DEATH
THERE'S NO HAPPY END...
UNLESS
I
END
TOO