I don't know if you'll see this but I hope you do. If you're depressed and thinking of suicide, don't. don't commit suicide. Please. you have an entire life ahead of you. your life may be shitty now, but you'll get through it. you're stronger than you think. Today, my arms were hurting like hell when I got to 60 wall pushups, I thought that was my limit, but I somehow did another 40 and got to 100. I thought a 30 second plank was my limit. I did a damn 60-second plank. You're stronger than you think. You can get through this. I know you can, I believe in you. It's okay to cry. If you need to cry it all out, go ahead. If you need to cry yourself to sleep for weeks and weeks on end every single night, go ahead. You may not know it, but you mean everything to some people. You have an entire life ahead of you. One life is more than you think. It's a whole story. Worthy of a movie or book. Laughs, tragedy, cries, romance, marriage, children, and many more things in your life. Yes, your life is shitty. Yes, you feel terrible right now. But if you sit there, not doing shit about it, nothing will change. You can't sit there waiting for the change in your life. You have to be the change. It's okay to have emotions. It's okay to be angry. It's okay to laugh. It's okay to cry. Just don't commit suicide, that's all I ask. Please.
