Damn
I can understand why ppl hate certain users here but tbh, cut the hate. Thats what f**ks you up. One day it'll all come back and f**k your ass very hard.
Just stay very close to God. He will lead you down the correct path. Life is like one long interstate. There's gonna be some construction, bumpy roads, and traffic here and there, but also lots of beautiful scenery. I have yet to know the rest of my road, but by context i knos it's worth waiting for.