She touches me without consent, gaslights me, threatened to send me to a mental hospital for a dang year after i attempted, emotionaly abuses me, shames me for having a therapist, spends a little time possible with me and my siblings, cheated on my dad before they divorced, lets me brother call me slurs and punch me, hurts me when i dont do what she wants, yells at me when she knows i hate loud noises, fun stuff like that :D