A Heart That's Broke is a Heart That's Been Loved

is that a song?

I dunno.

ay, you're back

For now. I have to go again soon.

why are you constantly having to go?

Because I'm doing things

like what?

Nothin'.

I feel miserable.

i do too...

Yeah, just cut a bit. When I leave, probably gonna cut more. Its not enough, barely bled. F**king pathetic.

no, stop, remember what you told me 'dont hurt yourself or kill yourself for no reason'

Yeah, but I WANT to. Maybe I'll let him out and he'll do me worst. I hope he does...

NO, STOP NOW, LEAVE THAT OUT YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW, THATS AN ORDER

No... I want to hurt... Besides, I found the PERFECT knife...

STOP, or i get to kiss you once

https://imgflip.com/gif/3sybtj
I made this GIF... just made it anonymous cause I don't want people to know...

why???? im here for you, if you need anyone to talk to, im here

What does it even matter anymore...?

what, you dont care? thats the first.

look, i felt miserable yesterday, i actually thought about killing myself and i did have a knife next to me, but i payed attention and i did the right thing and put it away in the kitchen and went to bed.

Eh...

I do... I just can't find the strength to show it at the moment...

why? what has happened to you?

Heh... I should bring up that knife... my grandmother found my last ones...

stop...

I don't even know anymore... I'm so f**ked up... I don't deserve to be loved or accepted... I deserve to die or be locked away or beaten until I die...

no, i love you so you are loved, i thought the same thing yesterday, i was about 99.9% sure that i wanted to kill myself yet that .1% stopped me, do you know why? because i believe i am better.

do me one thing....

I don't think I am better... I failed my last test you know? I got a 57%... I gave up... The teacher told me that it was my fault and so it was... See? Everyone thinks I should die... Even when they say otherwise, there's always that dark part of their mind that wants me to die... How do I know? Cause I am constantly in that part of my mind... I don't even know if this is me or one of my sides... Who am I? A failure... that's what I am... a worthless f**king failure...

no you're not, look, count to 100 slowly and when you are done come back, do that, thats how i helped myself yesterday, and i failed my last 3 tests and got 45's and shit lower than that!!! so stop, someone has always got it worse than you....

i know im worse than you...

No... I'm gonna go now... I'll see you later... hopefully...

can i atleast get a kiss, or a hug?

i have been making gifs