TW: mentions of SH (again) I'm sorry! but read at ur own risk!

im sorry…

1 Corinthians 6:19
"Do you not know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have received from God, and that you are not your own?"

whar? O_o

Ok but you're a blue alt

Why do you even feel the need to hurt yourself

I tend to get urges to when I feel overwhelming amounts of stress or guilt, I don't really know why, but it seems to me that ppl who self harm feel the need to inflict physical pain on themselves to distract them from their mental/emotional pain, or feel like they deserve to be hurt like that. Self harm is actually a coping skill, just not a healthy one. Sort of like drinking or drugs, and much like those it can be difficult to stop once you begin.

What’s even causing you so much stress in the first place

mostly just lots of anxiety, self-doubt, and relationship problems, those feelings tend to come and go, though. I'm either in really high spirits or really low ones and when I'm at a low I overthink a lot and it can really hurt emotionally, so I sometimes turn to that, but I'm trying to fix it, I thank you for your concern, though btw:)

When I try to make up excuses my parents tell me it seems like I think they're stupid.

Don't hurt yourself :(

I'm finding better ways to deal with how I feel, I promise:)

Ok das good :D
Whenever I have that funny tingling feeling that knocks me to the floor and tells me to end it all, I usually practice deep breathing and holding myself down so that I cant hurt myself :P

ooh! okay! thank you!

:P

Don't be satanic.

What works for me and probably will work for you is making a future plan or doing calculations leading up to a goal

Cuz it seems we're very similar people

I am actually working on that, I'm working to be a singer/songwriter, I'm getting a mic this christmas, I found a distributor and I'm gonna get some sogmaker app sometime soon:)

songmaker*

Most who listen to my drumming and/or lyrics are amazed, being totally honest. I just don't have the equipment

Oh cool!! :0 I can read tabs and play them on my guitar but that's about it, but my lyrics are pretty good, they look dumb out of context, but once I start recording they'll probs be better.

I can do some rap and write 808s and guitar riffs (I'm not great at guitar but I'm probably just a lil worse than you and I'd realistically only get by cuz of music theory)

ooh, rap sounds cool! My style for writing music is kinda wonk bc I usually get inspo from Jazmin bean, Ashnikko, melanie martinez, and a few metal bands so it's kinda all over the place but they sound okay, a lot of my songs are crazy sad tho:/

My inspiration comes from NINE by blink-182, 2001 by Dr. Dre, Whipped Cream by Herb Alpert and the Tijuana Brass, Graveyard Shift by Motionless In White and Relapse by Eminem

I can only rlly play 2 or 3 songs on my guitar:/

Composer maybe?